Lyrics
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There's two of me, the past and the now
And both want to speak, give the other no sound
Target in the sights, rifle with a round
Take the shot, and it falls to the ground
Run and see, just what you caught
You approach with horror, the tears that you fought
A body lay there, not a deer like you thought
Your mind is bewildered, your skin getting hot
Fighting with yourself, "it isn't your fault!"
Algor Mortis set in, you gag and choke
You turn them to see and your voice go broke
The body is you, you smile and woke
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Now there's one of me, the present you see
And i don't wish to speak, don't know where i be
There's a target in sight but this one is me
Do i call my best friend or do i let myself free
I put down the 9 and hung up the phone
Go roll it up and go smoke some dope
The dope ain't enough, go sniff up some coke
She walks in the door
Thoughts back to the rope
She sees the gun, im passed on the floor
Laptop to the bathroom and closes the door
She don't give a fuck as long as she's pleased
She'd pull the 9, if i shot off the D
And she'd fuck me even if i OD
Narcolepsy joke, but i ain't laughing
Now im chuckling, but who's gaslighting?
Never was afraid, now im frightening
Kicked you to curb, but now you're bribing
My fault you're homeless, ain't that trifling
Brought your ass back, again im stifling
Pistol by my side, hiding in the bathroom
More scared of you than i am of dying
Ain't that a bitch, did i learn something
Feeling nothing rather than feeling something
Ill take it
